Jackson has gotten so big. He is now four years old and I am his best friend. He loves me and I have to say that I love him just as much if not more!! Every Friday night he ends up at my house and hangs out with me. I have to admit that I love it. I was so nervous when I stopped tending him. I figured that he wouldn't remember me as much as the other kids would. That he wouldn't love me as much, boy was I wrong!! I am so grateful for every chance I get to spend with this little guy!! I love that he tells everyone that I am his best friend!! I must admit, he is my best friend too!!
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
I learned something new the past couple of weeks. Just like a new years resolution some people choose a word that they are going to imput into their lives for the new year. I have been thinking about this long and hard and I finally decided that this is something that I am going to try this year. So here it goes, I am sharing my word with the world and my friends. My word is ME!! Now, I know what some of you are thinking....that this word is stupid, right?? Well for me it is the most complicated word in my vocabulary. I am one to always put everyones needs before my own. I feel like I don't even know myself anymore. I am not trying to toot my own horn or anything but it is the truth. I cannot remember the last time I actually did something for myself. Thinking about my life and where I am makes me have some regrets. I dont want to have any regrets. So, this year I am going to think about ME more. I just hope I can do it. There are a lot of things that I need to do and let go of and this is the perfect year to accomplish this. I need to take care of myself. That is what I have decided. With the support of my amazing sisters and Mom I think I can accomplish my goals and think about ME more!! I am really excited for this. I just hope that I can do it!!